Gayness

2011-09-02

This is perhaps the second gayest dream I've ever had. It involves a fellow I 'know' named Brian. You might also know him has 'Numb' or 'Numbvox'. He's a guy I've known for quite a while, though it's been through the internet only with the exception of one or two oddly-timed phone calls.

The dream itself was quite short, but one of the more vivid dreams that I can remember - and oh god that's sad. By 'vivid' I don't mean that I recall every detail perfectly, but rather that what I do recall is very distinct, not to mention the fact that it felt more real than most dreams I tend to have. This one actually resulted in my waking up confused, which doesn't happen very often.

It started out pretty normal. I was at my computer looking through a collection of files for some reason, and most of them were video files. At some point I stumbled across one that I knew I wasn't meant to see, ill-gotten most likely. I'm not sure how I came to possess it, but it was there and I'll be damned if won't watch anything. So I go ahead and start her up.

The footage is a bit grainy with a slightly lower than average frame rate, contrast high, audio quality bad. Web cam footage. Good ol' Brian is staring at the audience, his face very close to the camera which is set up at a 'Myspace angle'. He mumbles for a bit under his breath while he tinkers around with something on his computer. I assume he's adjusting the settings, though maybe this is captured footage from a live stream and what I'm seeing is a brief interaction with the audience off-camera.

After not too long, he backs away from the camera a bit and begins talking. Leaning back in his chair to reach for something behind him, I can hear him talking now. "Oh god, I shouldn't be doing this. Fuck I hope no-one sees this."

Suddenly he's turned around in his chair, wearing a pink tank-top as well as a pink thong that's pulled way too far up his ass. I should explain that at this point, he doesn't look like he's got the body of a normal 20-something-year-old man. Rather, he's basically a lithe 'trap' that you'd find somewhere like 4chan, body like a young teenage man, possibly as young as thirteen or fourteen... though probably more like sixteen. It's really kind of hard to say.

Anyway, the audience is quickly 'treated' to Brian tilting the chair back (it's a black leather computer chair) and angling his ass up at the camera. In fact, he's managing to get it much closer to the camera than would likely be possible with a real camwhore, but I guess it's a dream so whatever. The object he was reaching for earlier makes its appearance on camera, a bright pink (lots of pink in this dream, don't ask me why) translucent butt-plug. He pulls the thong to a side and begins going to town on his ass with the instrument, and somehow his ass is also excreting lubrication during this event.

Before long he's holding onto the chair for dear life as the butt-plug seems to develop a mind of its own and starts fucking Brian of its own volition. It was really quite a graphic scene, I do have to say. I also don't remember there being any balls or a penis involved, but the ass didn't quite have that female quality that is typical of... well, women, so he was definitely still a guy. I guess? I'm not 100% on the details, but I'm pretty sure. I woke up at about the point where he started moaning, thoroughly wanting to rush out and find a vagina, any vagina.

This dream does raise a few question for me. While I honestly don't consider myself to have any real homosexual proclivities, this is the second dream I've had where I was somehow involved with (or watching, but... details) something that is incredibly gay. The last dream happened quite a long time ago, but holy shit, I'm not sure I even want to write about that one. Maybe I'm gayer than I thought? Who knows.

I also wonder "Why Brian?" I mean, he's not hideous or anything, but there are plenty of dudes I'd rail before going after him I think. No offense if you're reading this by the way, Numb.

Oh well. Hopefully I'll dream about fucking a woman I know next. Or watching her fuck herself, whatever.